well 2day got er fu cos lenz juz sent me nearly a whole list of ocean's songs n i got shang xuan yue fr benedict. tt song realli nice. duno y every1s tokin abt tis new artiste. haha nv saw him b4.
listening 2 shang xuan yue now... dunno y suddenly tink of my life, fr birth til now... wad ive been living as... m i living 4 myself or 4 others??? i tink im more 2wards others... has always been so concerned abt how others will look at me... ha now tinkin back i look rather silly, y m i living sucha life?? its so tough n tiring... always tinkin will this action or tt action if done will dey b pleased anot haha i tink ive neglected alot of tings... i tink ive neglected my own feelings, feelings tt belong 2 me. will i b able 2 find back em? ill do tings tt i lyk n not tings tt pleases others onli beginning now. however, if sum actions done will make majority happy, y not?? ;)

onli when u felt sad b4 will u den b able 2 learn how happiness feels lyk
onli when u felt angry will u den b able 2 learn e virtue of forgive n forget
onli when u suffered will u den b able 2 learn 2 cherish
onli when uve seen e ugliest will u den b able 2 learn wads true beauty
treasure every moment n b truthful ;)