felt a sudden urge to listen to jay's 2nd album 2day... brought it out n listened... tt 'tui fei' feeling is exactly how i felt... so sad so helpless... juz wanted to cope myself up... but i cant stand it... kept tinking abt tt matter, e more i tot e lousier i felt... confidant msg haha i told her b4 we cud b confidant but i always feel so guilty cos i seldom tell her clearly wads on my mind lol but tt silly gal still so nice said can show her attitude if i wanted 2 vent my frustrations... well i tink tts wad true frenz r... so glad tt she n her bf r loving each other so deeply lol enjoy watching harry potter 2gather k =)

went 2 arcade wif tis learned man... benedict kwok haha he's quite a nice chap actualli n has wisdom but 2 bad cos of sum actions in his sec sch la den all gals siam him, c him machiam c ghost lidat... -_-"" i tink he's actualli not tt scary as in well many guys r lyk him or even worst wad... but i tink sumtimes he worry 2 much... sianz diao sia... mm mayb cos he's more careful.... as for me, i tink im rash at times... chiong chiong chiong nv tink of consequences... he's quite encouraging actualli if he speak 2 him haha when im not happy or not goin well wif my work, he wud sae preservere, n said abt he purposely get near 2 tis gal hu spread 2 every1 tt he is a pervert... "she scared of me so i purposely get near her" haha den dere's oso tis fren, melisa hu wud oso encourage by saying "if others wan 2 c me die, i wud pian pian live 2 let em c" haha both of em had same concepts on encouraging... i tink tts wad true frenz r 2... unlyk sum fren hu goes round telling he is a true fren but den do 'somth' behind ur back tt upsets u...

msg lyd a wk ago askin got part time job anot n she msg juz now n said "no work la" well i was onli kidding when i said she wun ask 4 me cos i simply noe she wud help me ask cos we are frenz! n i TRUST HER! but i guess she muz haf heard another version... hopefully im wrong....

all alone in e dark again now.... tots r running wild again... soon will b bothered by 'tt' matter again... haiz.... wish human memory can b lyk com files... delete n empty recylce bin....