well wasn't feelin v well 2day had slight fever so went 2 np at a later time n upon entering e room i saw lee dere liao wif lili n mel haha wanted 2 turn away n walk out but lee saw me le so ok lor sit down n joined in e discussion haha alot of stuffs n i tink discuss abt 1hr lidat ba... sibei sianz lor... controlling my yawnz haha pei fu tt 2 gals sia can sit dere lyk 4ever n discuss -_-" ok since tis is my last parade n i vow 2 b more inspired, i told em 2 take drills 2gather but den e ncos onli a handful so 4get it ba... den xs came n gaf each of us a letter... went into np rm 2 read haha she said im vv quiet n seldom tok seems inactive but she noes y?? no haha.
well 1 ting i im unclear is wad meant by respect? 2 me respect is 2 b earned not commanded. if respect is gotten thru fear i dun tink tts true respect. its pure fear. juz having a loud voice n scolding ppl 2 me is not respect its juz a lunatic shouting n ill relate tt 2 respect not even a weebit. but well diff ppl got diff views ba. tink he's realli tt gd? ha ha haha