hmm... last wk so fed up. yea...u guess it, its e same issue again. last fri nite mel msg n asked if shitter call me n update me abt e hike. i said no, it will b a miracle if he do so n i can go buy 4D liao. anyway i got used 2 it so tt din bother me til mel mention somth. i tink she's at her limit liao... she started blaming herself n stuff lidat haiz how i wish i was dere, at least dere's sum1 2 share her burden now tt lili is gone. e reason i din confront him n tok tings out is cos if i do so it will onli sour e relationship n cause much unrest among e team. i consider us a team n tt we shd work together, not b a solo kia. ok if wanna b solo, at least haf wad it takes 1st... no substance n try 2 do tings is lyk... haiz... dunno wad 2 sae... national event push 2 ncos when we ask wads done, now tis hike push 2 TO... if lidat den wads e overall coordinator title 4? sit back relax ppl do jobs 4 u? it was suppose 2 b goin 2 sentosa but in e end change 2 wcp. haha? nhss 2 wcp?? i tink tts kinda stupid personally. e reason 4 tt is cos u DIN do any reccee... however i heard tt e hike was quite fun tts gd... at least u earn some credit. BUT if u infuriate mel 1 more time, juz 1 more time i hear her complaining, tts it. i wun care abt whether it will sour relationship or cause e team 2 feel tense, i will tok 2 tt shitter directly. now tt lili is not dere 2 remind me hey mf cool down...i m rash n i noe.
ok enuff 4 tt event. on sat i was walking 2 e bus stop aft work, got a blind man walking in front of me, 4 fear tt i will miss my bus, i overtook him. den aft walking sum distance, dere was a loud horn n screeching sound behind me n my instinct told me dere's trouble so i took a glance behind n 2 my horror e blind man was walking on e road~! behind him was a row of cars. i rush over asap, grab his arm n lead him back 2 e lane. whew wad a close shave... i tink tt place shd install a divider... cos lotsa ppl wif prob seeing walk along tt pathway, i guess cos dere's a school for em sumwhere ard dere... its so dangerous. well xy told me somth hahahaha i tink its a joke cos simply cannot b true. anwyay tink she found sum1 so all e bez~!! =) hmm wanna dye my hair... tot of doin tt... i told mel n her 1st reaction is den how u come back? haha well well well... i asked wads wrong wif dying n she said cos its e rule lol well u noe tt wun convince me. i dun juz follow blindly now i question liao... if rules r stupid, it shd b abolish. no1 has yet convince me y cant dye. u mean u r a pai kia if u dye? no, i dun tink so. juz lyk y a 18 yr old boy can hold a gun n fight in a war but has 2 wait til age of 21 b4 dey can watch R(A) haha sum tings simply dun make sense...its e culture i wud sae... culture mould by our ancestors... hmm gettin 2 far fetched liao lol anyway i tot of y is not advisable 2 dye hair liao so im still pondering whether shd dye anot haha