well felt so sianz... seems lyk most of my frenz r goin 2 e U.... while im lyk still hanging ard?? haha i do haf my own dreams... 2 b a cop (this is all along my ambition since young) n den i oso aspired 2 b a psychology, mayb due 2 my frenz influence ba n furthermore tink psychiatrist r cool~ tt cud b due 2 movies lol oh ya still got 1 more ambition, which is to study media tech n mayb get a job on animation or stuff lidat, lol this ambition is due 2 1 of my module in poly. it realli attracts me n 4 e 1st time i enjoy goin 4 lessons haha oh ya e lecturer look lyk meiluan lol hmmm... well... i tink these r dreams... how 2 go abt pursuing em.... when i dun haf a degree... haiz hu 2 blame but myself for not studyin... sibei sianz now... tot tis sem will get gd results but well csb started off well n i tot i cud aim 4 a dist until i got my 2nd results back n... dey were shit. can get a B happy liao... den it was fyp... teacher sae phase 1 not v gd hmmm... guess it will b another B? haha as 4 mcom dun tok abt it. 1st test result lyk shit liao... can get C or mayb a pass muz amitabah liao... so all left was life sci... dun tink will do well 2 since fr my past exp i always cockup last min... haiyo... tot will get a dist n 2 As tis sem but now it seems impossible... sianz... haiz back 2 my life sci liao... though i noe studyin oso wun help me now.

god can gif me a reborn a new life!?!