im goin crazy now yes i am. my heart is shattered into tiny bits... ya i may haf got used 2 it but tis time is deeper den b4 much deeper. m i so worthless in ur eyes? i tot i hold an important place but apparently from wad ur reply i dun...i cant even hold a candle 2 em....how can i take it? tears roll down uncontrollably heart aching which i tink no amount of anaesthetic can stop it... u dunno how much ive been thru...i chose not 2 tell, not even 2 a single soul so that u r kept in e dark, u wun noe how hurt i am.... n that if any quarrels occur i will appear 2 b e 1 in e wrong so that u can get all the consoles which i hope will make u feel better.... as long as u r happy im fine wif it realli.... ive put up wif everyth...my lvl of tolerance is so high now tt wadeva unreasonable behaviour i can put up wif already....but im still a human n deres always a limit 2 my tolerance... i realli nid sum1 2 tok 2 or ill juz go bonkers... but hu? no1 except tis blog.... im a loner.... wadeva grievances i can onli stomach em up..listening 2 wei yi se cai now its a nice song...n describes well...waitin 4 ur reply...do u care...can u care...juz a little bit??

Love is to gif sum1 your heart to break it but trusting her not to.... *hugz*