2day marks a v special occasion, a v special day, for its e day i offically ORD from npcc. felt kinda lost as if a part of my life is gone, gone forever nv able to retrieve back ever again. ya 7 years le sucha long time felt kinda bu she de...so kong xu. hmmm... for e last time im preparing for my uniform. memories juz kept flashing back times in sec1s sec2s til now, all my comrades, partners n juniors. haiyo... den everyth juz ended abruptly. guess tts how life goes ba, tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi.
was nearly late 2day lor 730 den set off n i was lyk shitty shit. took a cab down n miracally reach before time. changed n proceeded to e hall. e performance was much betta den e 1 i previewed. den its time for my speech. 1st ting was cock up. haha i said thank you n den tot, y sae thank you hmmm lol so quickly sae i mean gd morning. alamak paiseh myself -.- anyway here's e speech:

yday while i was preping e uni i was filled wif emotions, memories keep flashing back in my mind, lotsa gan xiang [den heard sum1 down dere said gan chu liang duo] ya la gan chu liang duo. 7 yrs in np, 4 yrs as cadet n 'tray' yrs, i mean THREE yrs as CI n 2day will b e day i officially step down. til now, ive dedicated abt 1/3 of my life to np n it has given me nth, nth but beautiful memories which will b kept wif me til e day ive got amnesia.
2 e cadets, trainin mayb tough n sianz, i noe cos ive been thru it before but i hope tt u all will go thru it wif a smile for when e day u stand here givin ur thanksgivin speech n ord, all these will become part of ur memory u will cherish.
current ncos, npcc is definitely not solely abt drills n campcraft but oso abt team building n learning from each other. im sure under u all npcc will scale greater heights.
sec4s, thanks for correcting my mistakes n mayb 1 day sean would lyk to recite e poem again, abt tray tree 1. when i 1st joined nhnp as a ci, u all were still sec1s all small small n now all grow so tall while im still haiz. den i rem sum1 asked y all e female ics r less than 1.6 n now i realise e ans cos shorties r zai.
now to e cis, jiaqi sansan edwin n louis, i noe u all can work v well wif each other n under ur supervision npcc will attain e gold unit award next yr. den to e more impt ppl [my eyes swept across e row n realised i miss out lijun den quickly pause n said] oh ya lijun...work hard for ur A lvls. now to e impt ppl. mel, thanks for takin charge of everyth when im not ard, which im always not ard. josephine, ya when u said while u r in sec4 n we r in sec1 tt time e memory flashed back. ya u r my nco at tt time n durin tt time i oso dun realli lyk npcc n u r 1 of my motivation for comin cos u v chio den, now oso la, den got admire u before. den yumei, i nv admire u. but i do always view u as my mentor n a great friend. u taught me lotsa stuffs. to all e cis, thanks for puttin up wif my on off attitude n erm ya hope to attain e gold award next yr. thanks

whew finally tc finish liao haha well when e others ask i kua zhang rite n i told em ya la, but actualli nv its juz how i felt n i zui ying so sae ya lor i kua zhang onli when sayin lotsa flashbacks. den had lunch n ym kept askin me take pic wif josephine. n later dey go abt tokin losing wt stuffs n i was lyk so extra, dunno how to chap in oso. hmmm... ya lor everyth ended wif a passin of parade. ya la somth to mention is tt e BUC award was not prep lor -.- den used lijun n my plaque as a substitution haha so funny. oh ya i finally got my CI cert liao yes n mel was lyk so frustrated cos she dun haf lol. den aft everyth ym n e present CIs were discussing somth. haiz. ya again, reminded me of e times when im still a CI. now no longer involved. kinda sad. no more ba gua to tok abt.

still refused to change my uni cos i wanna take pic wif ben dan >_< haha of all my yrs as CI tis is e longest time aft parade i still refused to get changed lol i tink i saw junling callin me out n jo beside but e eye contact was lyk 1sec onli den i scared later i mistaken den vvvvv paiseh liao haha den aft awhile i walk out no1 is dere den back into e rm hear some ba gua den go out again n saw her haha den asked let's take pic n she ok haha taken outside e toilet -.- nvm la got take jiu hao. den c e hp realised she got ask me wan take anot haha hmmm den everyth finally ended n got changed den go hm. on e way asked litiing how long did she forget np n e reply was mths later e feelin will fade but till now still got bit feelin. haiz. den i sure die. im those hu not easily attach but once attached hard to let go. 1 eg is my attachment. now goin by e same route i will still b reminded of e times i spent in my company. haha soooooo sianzzzzz.

life goes on n its time to go on to a new stage. jia you every1