i dun understand y u muz keep sayin tt uve brought me pain
u inflict more pain by sayin so...

is dere sucha ting as brain wash ma?

everyth or everywhere i go i still tink abt her
even lookin at my toes ill b reminded of her smiling sayin our toes are e same kind, diff from others...
hahaz
hao hao xiao
was so happy den

yday she msg sayin she found a job le
was so happy
but den
not very
cos im reminded tt we r not together le
we cant b lyk in e past
i cant send her to work
cant send her hm aft work
i tried to surpress myself
v v v hard

i merely gave a smiley face
cos i noe
tts all i can do now
its not i dun care
its juz tt im forcing myself to do so
else ill juz tell her how much i miss her or how deep i luv her
in which, i dun tink its a gd idea... cos i tink shes tryin to forget me
if by forgettin me she can lead a happier life y shd i stop her from doin so?

hao xin ku hao tong ku
wo gai zhen me ban