i feel so bad so so so bad for letting her cry
i actualli made such a cute gal tear
omg...
also i blame myself for being so forgetgful

this prob... i noe it existed for quite a long time... i noe myself...
being forgetful
i cant help it
forgive me

how can i stop hurting her?
it hurts me too

another serious prob i noe abt myself is that...
well i dunno how to put it
i juz haf tis...tis mentality of wanting n not wanting.
i dunno how to put it
its lyk two minds fighting against each other n either wins e other will feel unhappy
i onli feel lyk tis when we quarrel or when im upset
i dunno y tried to curb it but its quite difficult...

i hafta stop hurting her lyk tis
i realli luv her
if i remain a distance from her i wun hurt her le
dui ma?
i cant sae tings lyk not wanting to c her at all cos all i wanna c is her
i cant sae tings lyk dun1 b wif her cos all i wan is b by her side

hao mao dun
im so stupid
beauty n e beast dun exist its juz a fairytale to gif kids sumting to look forward to
dui bu qi wo ai ni
ke yi bu yao zai nan guo le ma
ke yi xiang ji tian qian na me en ai ma

*hugz*