well reached at 930 so decided 2 slack at e bus stop. after sum day dreaming, walk 2 e co... sianz... 2day blood donation exercise begins again... argh... is dere any way 2 stop tt?? im drained out liao leh -_-" paste e bar codes again den half way zh came out haha he's finally done wif his office work liao den now can come out do sales lol at least got ppl 2 chat wif now. mm den we were taught on how 2 operate e cashier lol a couple came n i attended em. dey were lookin 4 small ponds so i showed em sum of our display n she's interested in 1 but she wanted 2 change e spout 2 e brick kind so i gave em a rough idea on how it will look lyk n stuff lidat.... den she seem pleased n decided 2 get tt haha she bought 1 pot of plants n 2 turtles lol so i tried 2 close my 1st deal everyth by myself but den keep having blackouts den after i key in, blackout den resume, i key in everyth again but blackout again -_-" customers' waiting so bo bian nid do it manually haha den everyth done liao felt so happy lol oso dunno y though no commission hahaha we were supposed 2 meet arthur 4 lunch but he has a meeting in sp so cant join us so he push it 2 thurs instead.... time flies n we knock off haha lookin 4ward 2 tml cos half day! haha aft tt can happy hour! lol
juz watched tv n lie huo xiong xin is goin 2 b telecasted at 1045 instead wahahahaha can watch liao! =D

tis morning was raining lyk cats n dogs den felt so shuang wan slp summore but den 2 bad got work... haiz so drag myself off e bed. i was tinkin wad wud it b lyk if dere's no attachment, i will be slping all e way! song! but no choice... watched e 1st match of copa america n it's interesting lol den went 2 work.
930 reach e bus stop. dun feel lyk going so early n it is raining so sat at e bus stop 4 awhile lol at abt 940 lidat walk 2 my co. 2 my surprise onli rannie was dere n e rest hafen come yet so sat down n slack abit. til abt 1015 lidat, veera came n open e office, sianZ... hmm den went 2 stick e bar codes again... haiz blood donation time -_-" REALLI HATE THOSE MOSQUITOES!!! FFFFFFF~!!! haiz ok den it was lunch time. rannie not goin out eat so he asked me buy a packet of cigarettes hmm... nv buy b4 but nvm. went 2 novena sq dere eat wif zh at long john mm not v filling but less pple dere mah den went 2 c sum hp n i go buy my bus concession haha den both of us were reluctant 2 go back so soon so walk walk awhile n bought e cigarettes haha heng e person din ask 4 my ic if not damn paiseh lol go back liao start working again... haiz sianz sianz sianz den so tired liao took bus on way back oso not smoothly... got an indian old man sit beside me n he got a vv strong indian smell. din lyk tt smell cant stand it, wanted 2 gif up my seat n stand but den he will b paiseh so nv juz ren ren n ren... eat lots mentos 2 cover e smell den eat til no appetite liao wah... sianz lor... hungry but no appetite... -_-"
sis came hm n started using e com. sianz i cant use. den she act cute listen music n dance but i purposely ignore her. den she was lyk standing dere waiting 4 me 2 walk by den dance haha but still i purposely ignore her. bad of me i noe lol but heck care im not in e mood. haiz hope tml will b a betta day... goin haf lunch wif my LO. xi wang ming tian hui bi jiao hao

haiz 2day was all alone outside, feeding mosquito... e rest were having a meeting so i juz slacked around abit, jotting down each n every pond, e components tt its being made of... wah alot 2 learn lor n wad i know is realli realli less den 1% haiz... when customer asked q i had 2 refer to my supervisor... felt abit lousy. so i decided 2 prompt q 2 my supervisor n knew quite alot... den more confident liao so went 2 serve customers again hahaha sold 2 ponds! aiya actualli nth much 2 feel proud of cos dey alrdy plan 2 buy it, i juz help 2 clarify their doubts. hmm almost all customers ask for discounts and free gifts... haha typical =X veraa seems fierce but he's actualli quite clear in explaining how stuffs work, he taught me how 2 create bar codes stickers and created an acc for me... hmm... lyk no use leh im goin back 2 work on my cd in 2wks time le mah... but nvm haha lunch time i had 2 eat alone cos zh is working half day, til 2pm n rannie, e new guy, said he has lots of work 2 do so asked me help him buy. haiz... took wrong bus again... din noe 156 did not go 2 tt coffeeshop, instead go 2 PIE tt way wah... sianz if alight here how 2 get back? so decided 2 sit all the way til i find a coffeeshop n after abt 20mins ride, finally found 1 liao heng... quickly had my lunch n went back. serve a few more customers n stick e bar codes onto the items. den tammy came n gave me sum 'hw' sianzZz she told me go online check out the products all tt n go read magazines on how dey place n design a pond... err... go back at 7 reach hm 830 alrdy so tired liao still wan me work haiyo mei tong qing xin sia =( she oso said i serve as a bridge cos those in design department 1 dunno much abt design n such, wow i seem impt lol nah so stressed... den started countdown haha but b4 goin hm i asked tammy a few more q n she said gdgd askin q means u got tink haha i scared i asked 2 many q den v fan but she said nono in fact i din ask enuff q diao... ok after familarising pond stuff i muz noe plant stuffs le... alot 2 learn lor scared i cant do it... wrist hurts again... =(

2day is 2nd day of work... haiz... nid deal wif cutomers liao... bit nervous den keep fan sharfik (worker down dere) n e other staffs for help haha e customer ask 1 ting onli den i go look for em 4 ans hmm... started e day off by sticking bar codes onto e appliances, since in an air con rm n got music 2 listen so v shuang haha den serve customers n went 4 lunch. tis time e new guy not goin he asked us 2 help him da bao haiz so car lombang so we walked all e way out n took bus den makan liao went back... haha we both blur blur n took wrong bus -_-" went 2 toa payoh dere wah sianz sia bo bian take back 2 same place n take bus back again wah sibei sianz... reached workplace slack ard n started raining... wah more slack now... ivan told us 2 ask for work if got nth do so we did n we were told 2 paste bar codes again... wahwahwah tinking tt will b relaxed again but proven wrong =( we nid 2 paste em onto e woods n 1st we muz take em all out... er... v tiring job... den when took out 1 of e block, i felt somth on my fingers, sof n wriggly so i shake my hand hard to get it off n guess wad its a liard n black color 1 lor -_-" so damn ER XIN!! ok aft sum v tiring work, we were told 2 clear e water inside e porcelain pots. wah sey another tiring job... e pots were heavy n dere r loads of em... den aft clearing those on top, e new guy said, hey below 1 clear liao rite haha den we oso sae ya lor ya lor n we din clear those beneath 1 lol aft tt tammy told me 2 familiarize myself wif everyth, practically everyth. fr bricks 2 spouts n such haha bo bian so i jot down all e components needed in each ponds. n started raining so seek shelter n saw sharfik den started bombarding him wif q n he realli explain em well sia haha got 2 noe alittle bit more tings le lol tts abt all for 2day. went back n e bus ride was 1hr lidat... haiz everyday oso lidat sianz... heng got e mp3 player 2 acc if not sure vvv sianz le

its here... 1st day... argh feeling so stressed up. muz report at 9am so set off at ard 730am cos i fear i will b late, hu noes wad unforseen circumstances will happen? mayb got traffic jam? or i cant find e place? haha i dun realli noe where e place is so i rdy decided 2 count e no. of bus stops. however when i board e bus, i saw my neighbour n he is posted 2 novena square dere. den we chatted n i din count e stops haha cham. but nvm, since i heard fr my fren tt e place can b seen 1 so i continue chatting lor. he alighted 1st. den i continue my jounrney... hmm... pass PA... den saw a whole plot of land selling flowers. dunno izit here anot leh... wad i rem fr e map, all those prominent markings r all ard leh but when i look out of e window i cant find nature landscape pte ltd, so i tot further up... ok so continue sitting n suddenly felt bit strange... upper thomson rd liao... having doubts, i alighted n wanted 2 take a cab. 2 bad tt area no cab 1 den bo bian take 166 back 2 e land where got lots flowers sold 1. walk inside n asked ard. haha finally noe where izit liao. reached destination n time i 9am sharp. phew!
look 4 my person ic n she brought me 2 e conference rm n told me 2 wait while she find my supervisor. she brought me newspaper 2 read haha but i no mood so left it dere. after abt 30mins, she came in again n said my supervisor, sonny, is not here so she brief me on e co n stuff lidat den brought me ard. hmm not bad la tt place not v big wun get lost. den carol, 4got wad department de manager, dedicate sum work 4 me 2 do. im supposed 2 work on a new promotion project abt DIY ponds. at 1st she told me i was abit afraid cos din noe wad 2 do or where 2 start off... den she brought me 2 e nature co, which is juz beside n intro me 2 tammy, who is ic of another attache n a new guy. n im supposed 2 tag along n learn more abt the products so tt i can design out n create step by step DIY into a cd. e 1st impression tammy gave me was a v serious person cos when she briefed us nv smile 1... den brought us around e place, which i been thru b4 liao. den 1 of e staff dere asked me n e attache (oso from sp same course as me 1) r we brothers? LOL well got ppl sae we look alike b4 oso but i dun find so leh, he's 1000 times more shuai den me lor. ok den we go n c e products n learn how 2 serve a customer n how 2 ans their q. wah sey alot 2 learn... e staff dere li hai sia dey practically noe everyth... den it was lunch. no canteen dere so muz walk out 1... heng e new guy got car den he lombang us lol during lunch we chatted n got 2 noe tt tis new guy once had 3 pubs, at e age of 24. but later cos not serious so all closed down... n he said e onli possession he had is his bmw car but he is planning 2 sell n asked us help him look out hu's interested... hmm... after lunch went back n me n zh (e 1 fr sp) were asssigned 2 stock take e plants dere. wah sey all e plants look so alike... fr e outside it seems 2 b onli a few speices of plants but in actual got abt 20 diff species lidat... while stock taking halfway, it started 2 rain n we went inside e temp office haha sibei song leh if raining means no customers den no nid serve wah sey how i wish i was assigned 2 tis section sia... den ivan (position quite big in tt co) came in n talked 2 us, told us many tings regarding work n life n PR haha he seems quite intimating but at e same time approachable... e rain stopped n we continued our work... after sum time it was time 2 knock off n i head back 2 e office. finally sonny is dere liao... he's fr manila n stayed in sin 4 abt 12 yrs... he looks bit strange cos of his clothing... he wore long sleeved tight fitting shirt n erm... looks bit of ah gua. haha =X he says he's approachable but hu noes haha heng no nid wear formal can wear jeans wahahaha gdgd sia reporting at 10 for tis wk n working til 7pm... haiz no more lie huo xiong xin le...

well wasn't feelin v well 2day had slight fever so went 2 np at a later time n upon entering e room i saw lee dere liao wif lili n mel haha wanted 2 turn away n walk out but lee saw me le so ok lor sit down n joined in e discussion haha alot of stuffs n i tink discuss abt 1hr lidat ba... sibei sianz lor... controlling my yawnz haha pei fu tt 2 gals sia can sit dere lyk 4ever n discuss -_-" ok since tis is my last parade n i vow 2 b more inspired, i told em 2 take drills 2gather but den e ncos onli a handful so 4get it ba... den xs came n gaf each of us a letter... went into np rm 2 read haha she said im vv quiet n seldom tok seems inactive but she noes y?? no haha.
well 1 ting i im unclear is wad meant by respect? 2 me respect is 2 b earned not commanded. if respect is gotten thru fear i dun tink tts true respect. its pure fear. juz having a loud voice n scolding ppl 2 me is not respect its juz a lunatic shouting n ill relate tt 2 respect not even a weebit. but well diff ppl got diff views ba. tink he's realli tt gd? ha ha haha

wah tt grace realli siao 1 liao lyk huang yida so much den when i sae bad tings abt him she will scold me liao -_-" haha siao siao 1 hmm... 2day went 2 buy e mp3 liao haha but v sianz i wanted blue but dun haf den in e end dey sae onli got orange... haiz bo bian buy lor. after which went wif benedict n bug him on how 2 operate e mp3 lol den went 2 tbp n watch windstruck wif fren... she's late erm... by 30mins?? haha den missed e 1st part but nvm e show is v nice... super gao xiao haha n gan ren oso... my eyes become watery liao lol den e quan zhi xian vvv chio wohhhhhhoooooo... ok after e movie felt abit sick, lyk haf fever liao... sianz... n haiz... dun wish 2 bring up wad happen... its sad... ok skip all e way 2 i went hm part. reach hm den try out e mp3 haha den kept callin benedict (tink he's slping) n ask him on various q haha finally noe how 2 operate it liao yea! charging it now... haha pearlie said e campfire romantic aiya 2 bad din go haha mayb next yr ba... mayb...
chatted wif xy hmm got 2 noe more abt human feelings n how flirt is lyk. ok... well wanted pour in but den again i refrain cos i juz rem tt no1 can b trusted haha haiz feelin bit blue...

hmm.... 2day woke up at 6 plus den cant slp... so switched on tv n tune 2 chn 5... got coppa america (or wadeva) tournament... hmm... dey play so lousy... haha n i realli mean boring... dunno y oso dun seem lyk professional football cos e pitch seems smaller den usual (compared 2 euro) mayb cos of e camera angle ba haha but den e players oso so lousy u can c 3-4 ppl chasing 4 a ball unlike euro where players dun cramp 2gather haha but e 2nd match was much betta... argentina vs ecuador ba i tink 6-1 haha quite 1 sided game sia can c when saviola scored his hat trick, ecuador players all sianz sianz liao hmm enuff of football. plan 2 write e intro letter but dunno how 2 start haha waitin 4 pple complete liao den take 4 reference lol so sianz wrist dunno wad happen suddenly pain den wan turn on/off tap oso cannot use left hand jialat sia...
well dunno shd buy e mp3 player anot... fren sae can act as thumbdrive but izit true anot?? any format oso can save?? so many doubts in my mind so plan 2 go dere tml n c hmm... goin type e intro letter liao if not sure die cos printer not working so by tml muz go sch print. feelin quite sianz but nvm haha life's interesting but it depends on how u look at.

hmm 2day went 2 sch for itp tt briefing den feel abit awkard if go in alone so called my fren ask where is he. he said he's in e train n juz past outram so waited 4 him. saw sum of my frenz haha long time nv c sia... waited for abt 20 mins finally dey arrive liao den went into e auditorium haha e briefing began n i felt quite restless leh sit down dere feel so uncomfortable den i twiss here n dere but still cant find e position tts comfortable for me -_-" bo bian endure thru e whole ting. wad e director said was not v encouraging leh... instead made me feel more worried... sibei sianz... n i tot director is those old old dumb dumb kind but not realli... he's younger den i expected n nv did i expect, he got cham in sum hokkein sia haha after his chanting was mr lai's briefing liao hmm nth much abt it cos i cant realli rem wad he said except for his trademark story abt tt gal hu's always late for itp in e end tio sack n nid 2 repeat half a yr more... after e breifing we went 2 makan while sum of us went 2 meet their LO 1st. i tink my working hours most cham... mon 2 fri is 9-6 den sat is 9-1 haiz... lenz's was 9-6 but onli fr mon 2 fri n wh's is 830-530 4 mon-fri n 9-1 on alt sat... den sum others oso onli tio 5 days n dey were suanning me sayin, 'hey fri let's go chiong den sat go play soccer, ohohoh u haf work on sat ar? 2 bad sia.' duh... hopefully dun nid wear formal for work den can suan em back liao... i tink my allowance for workin in tt co oso lesser den em ba... i tink onli 400bucks but hopefully not lor cos i nv ask my LO abt e pay thingy, bit paiseh ar... haha mm xy msged n i told her im in fc 4 n asked her 2 come over but she sae dunno e way ask me go over instead, she's in e main lib haha but i hafta meet my LO so cant go... den at 130 met my LO. saw my classmate on e way n asked how much is her pay n how many days... wah piang... her;s gd sia 5days a wk n $30 per day... which means 600 per mth lor! haiz but den lyk wad mr lai said, dun compare pay cos most impt is e learning exp... k look 4 my LO n he was limping haha den he explained tt cos e sole of his shoe came off lol pengz den he briefed me again on how 2 complete e student's log bk n wad's my job scope lyk... hmm... marketing n business... not bad... but nid it skill oso haha tis part quite sianz cos i scared i cant perform up 2 task... mm... well den he mention tt nid 2 noe abt autocad... wah wads tt?? he said if dunno nvm cos onli 5-10% of wad u learnt in sch wil b applied... go dere is 2 learn... okok... but i tink still muz look up abit la cos muz use initiative haha tts wad np always tokin abt lol den xy msg sae she alone at fc2 ask me go pei her haha but i haf showcase so cannot go oso... asked her 2 come over but she dunno e way haha e showcase got voting 1 so i voted alot 4 tt proj i was involved lol took out my hp n scroll down e names n randomly picked a few n used their names n voted haha after tt slacked ard n went 2 cck meet my fren. den my classmate called... i tot wad happen n it was abt e showcase result haha i voted e wrong 1~!! den tt grp got most popular award n got abt $400 gift/food voucher wah sianz i rem my partner told me i voted e correct 1 haha but nvm la guess its fate ba... hmm tokin abt fate i met her 2day lol cant bliff it she's wif her parents n they were on e train haha cant bliff my eyes!! wif my fren had lunch at je n xy was oso dere, in e lib. but den din meet her haha 2 ugly liao scared later scare her off haha den went hm... dunno y after dinner felt bit sick... stomache... terrible... den i bear wif it n bu zhi bu jue slpt liao haha now feelin betta... e time is 130am feelin quite tired liao... goin slp

hmm... yup noe e place liao but hafen go dere c yet haha its near media corp so hopefully can c artitse ba lol mm nth much happened recently juz tml goin 4 e briefing for itp den so sianz leh i tink it ends at 1130 n my LO has a class on 12 den he ask 2 meet him at 130... diao... so wad m i supposed 2 do for e 2 hours?? -_-" sianz sianz sianz... den dunno wan go 4 e showcase anot cos muz wear formal which means shirt plus pants n leather shoe wah liew if no nid i tink ill go but now ar muz tink over n over again haha 70% of my mind tell me not 2 go lol den dunno wan meet xy 4 lunch anot but not i wan anot la shd b she wan anot haha so sianz so sianz wan watch undead but frenz dun seem 2 haf any interest leh... hmm... anyway lazy 2 tink of anyth 2 write... ZZZZZzzzz....

2day went back 2 sch 2 check itp result, c which co im posted 2. 2 my dismay i nid 2 do programming... nid java la vb la web design la den database sql la wah sey die le la c until i scared... muz start revising liao if not sure die... summore tt proj e co is goin do has onli 1 student n tts me duh... -_-" tink will b scolded lyk hell by e MD dere liao... sianz... argh... dun1 disgrace sp leh... later i tarnish e gd reputation being set up haizz... den tt road i oso dunno where izit lor wad Joan Rd... den my fren said v near v near haha make me so happy cos i tot she meant v near my hse but she meant near sp haha den i go n check where is tis Joan Rd on e net n 2 my horror its in TOA PAYOH!! near near near near ge pi ar... sianz... muz buy mrt concession liao if not take bus can take til siao sia. den carry on checkin where exactly is e co... hmm... Nature Landscape... cant find... so search 4 e address 15 Joan Rd... finally found it but den abit weird sia e location cos sumwhere near is nursing 4 elderly n beside is apartments haha hopefully dun nid do much tings dere... den went 2 search at yahoo 4 e com cant find e webpage but got a short desc. is abt wad flower ting 1 haha i tink dey wan 2 go into it ba den computerise everyth. hope n pray tt e ppl dere will b gd n e job will b easy... pray hard...
ok my frenz went 2 watch spiderman aft tt n since i rdy watch liao n has a meetin wif my ci colleages so i din join em. reached kfc, venue 4 meeting. onli saw mel dere haha every1 was late lor we agreed 2 meet at 1030 but when i rdy reach at 1230, onli she dere haha li hai sia her patience lol but cant blame me cos i rdy told her i nid go sch check somth liao. she said fy is still slpin at hm wah kaoz! wad time liao still slping... rdy angry at tt pt of time. feel lyk callin her up n gif her a gd scolding. sms her 2 call mel but til nite time she oso hafen call. wth! i noe she's in jc tts y cant commit as much but if basic courtesy lyk turning up 4 a meetin or call us 2 inform tt she's not coming oso dun haf, how is she fit 2 b called a ma'am? still dare keep sayin i slack! im not slacking but juz dun lyk huge responsibilities tts y i dun1 go do all those big big events but if needed ill volunteer n do my bez lor. though i seem 2 b 'slacking' in front of her but wad i noe is definitely more den her.
mel mention abt ch sayin somth positive abt himself, sort of praising himself la haha den lili added, 'those hu praise emselves 1 r usually no use 1, dey r not as gd as dey seem' haha well i tink i agree wif her but not totally la dere's still minority of em hu is actualli wad dey seem 2 b. mm.... mel n i were persuading her 2 stay n e condition she offered was unless mrs lee tells her 2 stay den she will stay. wah sey hard lor cos lee rdy made it obvious wan her go liao... but den tian wu jue ren zhi lu, im sure dere's a will dere's a way. we'll b able 2 persuade lee 2 ask lili 2 stay.
lili oso said somth tt in nhnp hu r e most experienced... n she said its e 3 of us n ym... though jo is ho but she skipped ci life so not realli clear of how tings work, ch is not mature enuff n he's more 2wards area16 den nh n fy is still green n bz wif her jc life. so if we 3 leaves, nhnp will b left wif no1... i agree wif tt... lili is goin, im goin haf attachment so ocant commit so much n left wif onli mel 1 person. i noe its abit taxing but no choice... she's got 2 hang on til new batch of cis arrive... haiz. hopefully lili will change her mind abt leaving...
if wan leave all 3 leave 2gather, wan stay all stay

sianz sianz sianz... 2day got a call fr student helper tt muz go 4 e showcase n its compulsory -_-" stupid zl hafen come back if he's back den i dun nid go liao grr.... but i tink he will b back ba since tt day got a briefing on itp stuff haha so i juz nid 2 psycho him 2 go alone can liao :D
stayed up yday 2 watch holland vs portugal n chatted wif victoria haha long time no chat liao n so surprised by her msn pic haha its a pic of my former ci colleague n she draw til so erm... kiddish?? hahaha she kept sayin im kiddish n shd stop being 1 but den i dun feel im kiddish leh... watching cartoon is a form of leisure mah not a kiddy sign lor... she oso stayed up 2 watch e match n supported port lol she commented tt din noe greeks can play soccer, ya lor i tot dey onli noe abt trojan horse wahahaha e clock ticks... 230am liao haha so happy cos i actualli managed 2 stay up til so late lor. e match began... den a few passes... den... e next ting i noe is i wake up on my bed. diao... i oso dunno i fell aslp lor oso dunno how i managed 2 crawl back 2 my bed... sianz... missed another match... well tink i cant make it 4 czech vs greece liao so tml im goin 2 c no evil hear no evil n watch e encore telecast haha