i feel so bad so so so bad for letting her cry
i actualli made such a cute gal tear
omg...
also i blame myself for being so forgetgful

this prob... i noe it existed for quite a long time... i noe myself...
being forgetful
i cant help it
forgive me

how can i stop hurting her?
it hurts me too

another serious prob i noe abt myself is that...
well i dunno how to put it
i juz haf tis...tis mentality of wanting n not wanting.
i dunno how to put it
its lyk two minds fighting against each other n either wins e other will feel unhappy
i onli feel lyk tis when we quarrel or when im upset
i dunno y tried to curb it but its quite difficult...

i hafta stop hurting her lyk tis
i realli luv her
if i remain a distance from her i wun hurt her le
dui ma?
i cant sae tings lyk not wanting to c her at all cos all i wanna c is her
i cant sae tings lyk dun1 b wif her cos all i wan is b by her side

hao mao dun
im so stupid
beauty n e beast dun exist its juz a fairytale to gif kids sumting to look forward to
dui bu qi wo ai ni
ke yi bu yao zai nan guo le ma
ke yi xiang ji tian qian na me en ai ma

*hugz*

hmmm well dunno happy anot la cos tml i will b spending e day in camp...sianz... last yr oso
last yr is as a trainee so no bd off den this yr oso sumwhat same reason la cos of a course but me as instructor so cannot go off
wth wth
can i ord sooner?

anyway tt doesnt matter cos she spent 3 days wif me!!! haha
we went shopping n shopping
had so much fun la

felt upset for her cos her fav bag no more le...
if any1 has news abt a bag wif a lock sold in maryjane at vivocity can msg me??
ya e desc is so insufficient rite? but tts all i noe le

hmmm 2day shop for food to cook lol
well i hafen realli inherited my dad's genes in cooking but well... its not so bad rite??
hor hor?? haha
wanted cook spag but end up in maggie instead heh heh
if not i tink it will b worse lor
but i realli lyk it except tt im not v hungry
e food is nice cos we cook de mah lol

den its e moment....
MY PRESENT!!!

haha it consists of a photo frame n a shirt
e photo is nice taken recently de n e frame is great too cos she stick e decoratives herself de
(although in e end she placed e pic upside down) =P

E SHIRT!!! ITS PINKISH!!!
i realli cudnt bliff my eyes at 1st man
cos she dun realli lyk pink n now she bought a pink shirt
lol i tot she meant a prank
but nope it is meant for me
cant bliff it...
tried on le n yup its nice
i nv c myself wearing a pink shirt
but e shirt is nice so i dun mind

LAOPO XIEXIE NI!!!

*HUGZ*

birthday soon le

happy bday to me!!!

ps: e cake is nice i lyk it but im realli too full to finish it le

haha thanks for everyth

e card reads everyday is vday n bday
yup tts true =)
everyday is our day

Look in ur eyes i see Our happy memories Value the time with you and i see Eternity