ok juz gotta noe jiahui oso contributed in e present lol ok thanks pal!
ok 2day's weather damn hot n dere's promo. heng my name tag's pin broke so din wear full u if not sure darn hot.
yumei came 2day n i knew nth gd is comin up. i look at my hp n saw mel's msg sayin nid my help. haha ok somth is comin up i can smell it. in e rm ym sae she needed ppl help out in e course (oh great, im done for tis time -_-) n asked wad post i wan. chose logistics cos lyk not so complicated hahaha (dun realli lyk ma fan tings.do so much nth in return lol) n ive got an assistant who is mr see! hahaha omg hey hey im head leh he assist me lol ok dun get e wrong idea cos sumtimes nid access 2 places for e course n he is needed 2 help bk e rm, so not realli i head n he under me haha 2 bad.
lately nth unusual and tml's may day! so let's enjoy e holi n haf fun n as for those havin mid yr jia you!
hot hot hot
haha tot it thru. im so impressed wif myself. lol. im fine now. it doesnt matter anymore. wad will b will b. im no god. juz let tings follow its own course.
hmm shd haf agreed 2 work in tt bakery haha abit regret now lol day was fine. saw jiaqi hl dey all in cck but dey nv c me. coming down escalator saw sum1 looked lyk sook kim n realised is realli her cos she called me lol. was in mac at tt time when i reply her miss call. bluff her tt i was in tbp n not wearin any cap haha. ok had a terrible flu. on bus tt time slpt for awhile n awakened by tappin on my head. woke up asked my fren beside me hu tapped my head n he looked bewildered. ok so no1 tapped... hmm.... looked at e reflection on e window n realised e 2 commuters behind me r slping. omg... not again... empress oso lidat here 2? omg... mayb is cos i knocked against somth. tried 2 re-entact. lie my head on e handle n moved left 2 right. alrite deres certainly no obstruction so i cudn't haf hit it myself. mayb im dreamin... ya muz b.
terrible flu always make me feel so irritated. duh duh duh
totally cant concentrate now. 4 moves in minesweeper n game over. my mind is tinkin of another matter. din realise ive become lidat. din mean it. upset n angry me now. upset cos i shdnt haf done tt. din mean it. no1 is a dog 2 me... haiz. angry is y he muz always show up? tts e reason im not asked 2 acc? fine. tell me n ill juz let my heart die rather den keepin it from me n slowly dying of torture now. dere's no nid 2 keep it fr me. though i made it clear din lyk him.1 shall live 1 shall perish. i had e ans alrdy.
communication nid 2 b 2 sided. bottling tings up will onli worsen e situation.
e more i tink of it e more i tink e wrong choice was made. cant blame any1. hu ask y im not present at e pt of time when dey vote for ppl 4 tt rank. dun realli tink dey r far sighted... yday was sucha gd eg. he was definitely betta lor. dunno y dey still dun wanna admit tt. dey definitely made e wrong choice. omg im so frustrated nw. mayb i shd get a punch bag. y do u all lyk her tt much hmm gimme specific examples or contributions she did ba. i dun tink u can name much, as compared 2 him. fine wadeva. she suppose 2 fail but dunno y 1 mark was added, 0.5 for 2 categories... if i din c wrongly it was 6 onli not 6.5. he added on? or mayb i did c wrongly. tt mark saved her. but i still tink its not v fair. u pass cos u got wad it takes not becos she is being selected for a course therefore will definitely pass cos tt will gif her e rank. dun u tink is unfair for e others hu deserves it more? juz becos being selected therefore a place is secured for her which mean e others r deprived of gettin e rank. duh. does tt mean if she dun turn up for e promo oso will get e rank? yes, tts wad mel said. wa kaoz. WHAT THE HELL! wad happen 2 u all? duh. ok mayb she do deserve it cos her woc is betta. haiz wads done cannot b undone.
yes, u all made e wrong choice. no doubt. nvm. i cant bring myself 2 join tis clique. prep 2 b condemned.
eh actualli wanna go for a run de but den my body is aching... muz b due 2 yday. rot at hm whole day. was watchin tv den fell aslp without knowing. woke up n found tt i cant stretch my left arm. oh god realli cant stretch out... it hurts. alamak certainly due 2 yday. den i force myself n lyking face down hands by my side. ok feel e muscles r slowly stretchin out. held in e position for 5min or so. hand fully stretched not pain liao but den when i bend it n stretch again it hurts. omg.... tink i overwork yday. damn damn....
still cant stretch now. duh....
ya no1 shd get hurt. haf not even e slightest idea wad happen. its not meant 2 b tis way. do wad will make u feel betta n wun get hurt. bye
2day was busy. mornin went out wif benedict n saw zhan jin quan haha tt zi you feng program guy. lol he's cool. so he goes 2 delta gym huh. (oh ya forgot mention yday oso saw xu zheng rong in lot 1 he's shuai more shuai den on tv) ok den aft tt went hm n took a nap n go out again meet frenz watch infection. eh e show okok la 2 chim liao dunno wads it all abt. den kl called ask wanna bball so ok lor. called my frenz n den kl n ronald n played. ok... suddenly feel every1 has grown up. become adults liao. lol
tts all
ok 2day im late... lol supposed 2 meet em at 130 but i reach at 215 instead haha sorrie sorrie but i guess its ok la since jl is still eatin rite? sat down n immediately i was stunned... u noe hl actualli said 'hello' haha cos normally is will siam 1 (mayb now no place siam) haha if i din forget i tink i owe her a drink ba (1 yr ago made a wage hu greet hu 1st wins) lol tink she forget so nvm hahaha
ok bought tic for e show pacifier... n onli den i got 2 noe hl n jl wanted watch house of fury. hmm... cos i watched tt liao den dey tot i will mind watchin again so nv ask. haha but actualli i dun mind den when hl noe liao she's lyk hopping mad lol paiseh la cos u nv sae so cant blame me mah. oh ya jl treated us. thx! (tuo hl de fu ba =x)
next we walk round n went into minitoons. lookin at e frenship bands haha den e 2 of em bought some eh... chewy gums? then we go 2 e lib (jl suggested) haha overheard e 2 behind wanna do hw lol
den we proceeded 2 mac n is lyk so guai... e 4 of us so quiet... n is lyk e xiao hua is so diff fr when we tok wif our frenz gao xiao is gao xiao but no1 ha ha da xiao lol i tink im e weakest la nv open my mouth at all haha
den i realise hl is wearin e bands (mentioned earlier) hmmm wonder how many types r dere altogether... ok time's up n off we go watch movie. e movie is ok la not 2 bad.
movie over n pearlie arrive wif her fren den is lyk dey 4 engage in their own conversation n we 2 in ours. lol den we took neoprints. gao le lao ban tian den figured out n had e pics out lol ok den is hm sweet hm.
thx jinglin chengxun pearlie peishan huiling for e present. =)
haha officially ended e birth of a devil liao lol hmmm thx every1 hu spend 5cents 2 wish me happy bdae haha 2day received a v special present. a cd. haha wads so special abt it? made of gold? nah... limited edition? well... u can sae tt haha cos dere's onli 1 in e whole world n i haf it. haha its a recorded cd done at century square lol so nice =) lyk it v much. thankew ben dan. hmm went ktv had fun but e frustrating ting was drank 2 much peppermint milk n had stomache... duh sort of spoil e day.
reached hm den ate e cake tt mama bought. dunno wad u call tt its rectangular in shape n has fruits on top. izit consider as fruit cake? lol yeah no blueberries which is gd. e cream is nice, e fruit is nice, everyth oso nice haha but b4 i get 2 enjoy e cake i hurt my feet. so idiotic -_-" was tryin get a fork den e cup fell n i noe its gonna make a din, n i din wanna wake my family up, so i used my feet 2 try cushion e cup. yeah genius me, not onli did i injured my feet while tryin break e fall but oso make a din. e cup hit my feet n bounced off n landed on e floor, bouncing few more times. duh.... i din noe im so smart -_-" stupid me haha now im totally dragging my left leg. yday play soccer n my legs r still aching n now plus tis... omg...
hmm e last bd msg received was 1150. once again thx every1 =)
2day was mcom exam... yea last 1 in my 3yrs of poly life... kinda miss e study days... cant bliff its e last day. yr1 was juz yday. gonna so miss sch life
alrite mcom paper was erm... ok la at least i tink mcq will get full marks if not 18/20 haha yea quite ez. den section B is abit challenging. e 3qs all is 1st part can do 2nd part was lyk cant rem e answers so used my own imagination n anyhow bomp an ans out lol ok la shd b able 2 pass
stuck at last q... decided 2 slp for awhile (afterall nv slp durin exams for 3yrs in poly so decided 2 gif it a try) haha lasted onli 5 min or so den wake up tink again. squeezed every ounce of my braincell still cant rem so gif up. anyhow write an ans i tink is suitable. lol wanted leave early but frenz still not leaving so decided 2 stay n enjoy e aircon for awhile. 10 more min n all cannot leave until exam time over so i decided 2 leave haha quite bored liao.
yeah aft exam went 2 fc4 makan. ate chicken noodles n im eatin so damn slow cos of e stupid ulcer. fren keep kb i eat slow. wah liew. after tt we rem our lecturer ic of our pizzahut proj still owe us a treat. so called him. he goin off at 6 so we've 1 hour 2 go. went 2 clementi play arcade while waitin. finally he arrived n we went 2 eat pizza. hmm e pizza is delicious. name surf n turf if i din rem wrongly. its quite fresh haha. anyway its juz great. wah feel so bloated. anyway he told us some of e fun stuffs in army haha so damn funny. can u imagine guys wearin skirt 2 report? omg. where 2 find e courage. anyway e meal was gd.
went wif fren to take bus den saw jiaqi haha blur look.
bus awaitin time was damn long... forever lidat
haha mel asked wads my opinion of tis sum1 joinin our league cos she seems interested. my reply was short, wadeva u all decide la. haha den she was lyk huh how can lidat. but i oso heck la sayin wad i sae got use meh sae oso = nv sae. den tt was e end of our conversation. later in e evenin aft i watched samara wif my frenz (gd show i tink betta den e jap 1 cos ghost keep comin out lol) mel smsed askin wad topics ive in mind 2 set for e ssgt promo n i juz shoot out 1 which i tink is quite essential den dere was no reply hmm i was tinkin at tt time well dey muz haf treated me as a freak again always tinkin out of e border. i was reflecting m i realli tt a freak whose idea cannot b accepted? well if e traditional 1s r tt great den y i haf a feelin tt its gonna fall sooner or later??
anyway i was wrong abt her haha she's even more hiong den me lol next day she sent me e list of topics n i was lyk wow dey r not same as e past lol yeah haha i asked hu tot of it n she replied hu else except e 2 of us hmmm okok not bad la
omg mcom comin gotta go study study study n oso pray pray pray
still undecided 2 go anot its lyk on 1 hand im still worryin but on e other ive given up hmmm contradicting huh
qian li ma hui yu shang bo le ma
ok my fren actualli called me sicko haha not cos ive mental prob but cos im lyk always havin a flu... yea almost everyday haha durin my attachment 1 of e staff (alrite juz sneezed) taught me a way 2 self treat (sneeze again -.-) which is 2 breathe in some runnin water den b4 it goes rite into ur brain blow it out again haha i tried tt once n i was lyk oh gosh so diff 2 do cos i always breathe all e way in n e water juz rush into e back of my head killing my brain cells lol ok so i gave up on tt mayb ill buy some vitamin c pills n take everyday ba ok goin sneeze again...
bu ma ting ruo bei xia bu huan lai zhi bu zhu di fan ying zhu du ting zou yu sheng
ok now how shd i start... hmm...ill start wif a show 1st ba
i watched hei ye cai hong everyday n tink its not bad. skipped e 1st episode cos i tot its sum kinda stupid show but when i watched e 2nd (kinda forced 2 cos my game hang halfway and ive nth 2 do) i find tt its v nice den as i go along i realised dere's a moral which i guess every1 shd follow... if an old system has many probs dun juz blindly follow it or it'll incur more losses, y not implement a new 1 so tt e organization will keep on functioning? well e reason is bcos dere r stilll sum old fogeys hu refused 2 do so n those hu wanted a reform is kinda outnumbered and e power he has is limited. true how true ya e new system will surely be implemented n succeed in e end in e show but in reality i dun tink i can do it.
ya im still quite upset abt e person hu shd b gettin e award... y cant e same person gets 2 awards if tt person has e ability? e ans i got was cos wanted fairness?? HELLOOO?!? is tis wad fair is defined as? ripping off an award from sum1 hu deserves it n gif it 2 another person so tt it is fair 2 every1?? wad shit r u tokin abt? ok den i ask u, in an olympic game (take swimmin contest as an eg) can e judges juz deny a team from gettin a 2nd gold if tt team got in 1st for both races? well mayb u sae tts a bit far fetched. very well den, ill sae somth near. durin a drill competition some yrs back, ncc got 3 out of e 4 awards including GOH. y din e judges gif each uniform grp an award and onli save e GOH 4 ncc?? reason is very simple. DEY R FAIR!! get tt?? tis is wad i deem as fair. if 1 has e ability 2 swop all awards den he shd grab all. yaya use oc as a shield... forever doin tt. well let me tell u i dun fear n i can realli go up 2 her n ask if a person can get 2 awards, n if she sae its abit unfair i can juz go reasonin out wif her n i bliff i can tok her round. however, i din do tt.... cos i dun1 2 quarrel over tis, makin u unhappy n lose ur passion in e unit so e every 1st impt decision 4 u 2 b made in npcc i let u haf ur way. yes i agree tt u r a man of talent hu can get tings done therefore i hope tt ur passion will nv run out. but i do hope tt u will noe wad is fair realli meant and b bold 2 voice out 2 e higher authority... now another prob is... if tis is wad u wan due 2 fairness (which i tink is rather unfairness within fairness), den tell me y tt candidate...?? im not sayin she's not gd but i feel dere's sum1 betta? i threw e q wad contributions or awards she won 4 e unit?? ha guess wad? none cud ans... ya u mian qiang said she took part in e revovler shootin com. eh? tts all?? omg... den i can tell u e other candidate i tink hu shd get it has contributed much more. not onli did she take part in e com u mentioned, she oso took part in air rifle com, campcraft com, designed posters, banners n even e t-shirt tt u r goin 2 wear in future. u c u shdn't juz judge a person by appearance... 1 hu looks heck care is not necessary dun care. true enuff tt she may b abit blur but e ting is done in e end isnt it? u argued ur 1 is gd in drills. omg wad has tis gotta do wif drills? is npcc onli abt drills? is npcc goin 2 judge whether a person is capable anot based solely on drills? no. tts y e new promo sys is e way it is. gif chance 2 ppl gd in other areas. u said she's gd in drills den how u noe mine is not? well mine is superb in campcraft but u said ya but if he's is placed 2 teach cc, she can oso do it but if mine is 2 teach drills mine cant. well... i din carry on. 1stly im greatly outnumbered... kept tinkin hu will b supportive of my idea so i can call in n support me but i c none. 2ndly is cos i dunno abt tt n i dun wanna assume. 3rdly wad if he's proven wrong? den next time will he still voice out his opinion in front of us...? im onli worried abt tt, dun1 lose such a person... anyway his last sentence did make sense: 'compare wif cadet life' hmm.... ok when dey were cadets i onli heard of tt candidate he supported is gd. hmm.... mayb u r rite? yes agree tt she do haf e potential but i will still stick 2 my candidate n hold my doubts til sum1 can realli explain n convince me.
honestly tis killed my last bit of passion. cant stand how tings r being done.
