yes auditorium is used and tts gd news haha but i still quite pissed lor. if e hall is not given up den all these shit wun happen le rite -_-"

well aft i posted tt mail, i received these...

Anyway,
well, when mrs Lee told me and melisa about the
change of location, we did try to push for the hall,
but as what mrs lee said that the resaon or idea was
not only that the dance wanted to use the hall but
also to have a diff standand kind of ord maybe an
Adventure one. I mean if our OC had alreally agree to
the dance that we be giving up the hall, she will be
in a bad position to request for it again. Meanwhile,
what we will do, is to try and check out other
location for the event maybe the auditorim or
something.
Well, as for my personal point of view, its
not a very bad idea to have the ORD outdoor this
year,as i have been to other schools for the ORD
event. They actualy had it in the carpark which really
can bring the atmosphere up. Second thing is that the
school are setting up more and more CCAs and i also
learn from the TOs that CCAs are trying booking the
Hall weekly. Having the ORD outdoor this year, will
also allow us to have the knowledge in the next coming
few years, just in case this kind of things like
unable to get the hall really happens to the next
batch of NCOs. and thats the reason why i somehow
agree with the idea.
Anyway, thanks for letting me know how you
guys feel about me for the following matters.

haha helloooO!???? 1st of all i haf no interests of lettin u noe anyth lor i juz wanted 2 voice out my pt of view n all e probs u overlooked. 2ndly pls la dun 'ma hou pao' tings happen liao den tink of reasons y u made tt choice, wad 4?? save face ar?? tink of whether got e resources 2 do an innovative 1 anot 1st la... pls pls pls dun act smart ok??

den i got tis oso

hey guys,
as for the location of the ORD, i had called
up the OC and she decided to try to get the auditorum
but yet to be aprove by Mr Foo. As for the hall, its a
confirm thing that we will not be using it as she had
already agree to give up the hall to the dance.
Anyway, she did also said that if Mr foo does not
allow us to use the audi, we had to stick when the org
plan which is the parade square or the field.

I guess thats the very best solution we can
have right now and allow the NCO to carry out the rest
of the program that had already been planned, location
will be the last thing to be confirm. Maybe right now,
we shall let the matter rest as there more and more
important event like the national event and the trip
to sentosa.

hey hey helllooooooo!??? u call e OC n she decided 2 change e location hahaha u tink is ur call tt changed it?? dun make me luff can?? gif me a break sia i long learnt tt she rdy decided 2 change e location long b4 ur call liao lor so ur stupid call it juz takin another instruction fr her ok?? n wad v bez soln is let em carry out planning n location last ting 2 confirm?? hey do u noe location is 1st ting 2 tink of?? u wan e ncos 2 gif so many plans ar?? tink of so many proposals ar?? u will read em anot?? dun tink u will leh. even u do u oso cannot tink of possible prob 1 la. futhermore u tink e ncos got no life izit? onli keep doin e proposals ar?? pls wake up!! let e matter rest?? dun do anyth? dun solve e prob n go on 2 next prob?? yes u do tis during exam, u get stuck u go on next q but in tis situation u cannot. prob will juz keep piling up. somth goes wrong den blame ncos again la?? come on haf u wake up rdy?? dun act anymore. noe ur limits ok?? seek 4 our advice if needed la. HAIYOYO~

well still quite pissed 2day... tis is wad happened...

i wrote 2 our OC:

Dear OC,
hi it has been a long while since i participated in np activities n ihope everything is running well. ok get back to the topic, i heardthat the hall was being booked by us for the ORD but it has beengiven for dance usage in the end. i also understand that it isbecause dance has not been practicing in the hall due to otherfunctions going on so they approached us and asked if they could usethe hall instead.however, i feel that we should not give up the hall. there areseveral reasons for saying this.
Firstly, we have to think of accomodation. If the hall is not beingused, where will we hold our ORD? basketball or parade square?Although, we will be holding it in the morning...but it willgradually get very hot,warm,sweaty...futhermore our area commandantis coming down. We expect her to endure such things with us?
Secondly, if it rains then are we going to move into the canteen? weare not having a party but some kind of mini concert. the atmosphereis definitely not right in the canteen or outdoor. furthermore wewill b interfered or distracted by the environment.
Thirdly, the weather nowadays is much unpredictable. what happens ifthere is a heavy downpour all of a sudden? yes, we can run undershelter n carry on our performance there but what about theelectrical stuffs like radio, mics, amplifiers, projectors etc theymight be damaged upon contact wif water. in the end we will have toanswer for the damages made. it is not worth it.
Lastly, if we hold it outdoor or maybe even in the canteen, do wehave enough extension wires, amplifiers, mics, power pins? even if wedo, with all those wires going around can we ensure the safety of thecadets, as well as the other students who might be running around?what about a projector for the video show?? are we going to play itagainst the wall?? but with outdoor environment, can our audience seeclearly on what is being played? we need a place which is dim so asto watch it clearly. mayb by providing a solution of getting theaudience to move to another place to watch the video will solve theproblem but it is not wise to get our guests moving around. anothersolution is to scrap off the program but it will create much unrestamongst the ncos as well as the senior ncos as they spent much timeproducing it.sorry for taking up your precious time to read this mail. i hope youget my concerns and that the concert will still be held in the hallor auditorium as planned.

Yours Sincerely
CI Lee Mun Foong
15 August 2004

n after tt all i can do is wait 4 reply... 2 my dismay, she did not reply 2 my mail directly. instead she conveyed msg 2 tt ci. well much 2 my surprised, another guy, i tink he is an extra la cos no longer involve in normal parades liao mah, reply my msg n said he supported our dear ci (hu tinks he's ic of everyth now). he said tt it is gd and innovative all tt shit. but has he tot of all e prob involved? true he provided soln lyk gettin e tables 2gather n set up as a stage n all those electrical stuff aliase wif e AVA. yes tis is feasuble during campfire but hey come on, do u tink e cadets n ncos will perform freely at outdoor in braod daylight summore infront of so many ppl?? get real. can u all spare a tot 4 e cadets? stop tinking of urself onli. if somth is wrong, juz admit it y keep fightin 4 it? ur reasons r all unreasonable. do u all noe?? is not sayin e last word will win a quarrel, it is e 1 wif betta reasoning wins. if its bcos u feel tt u lose face den ok i can jolly well provide u wif soln n make ur idea appear fool proof but wads e pt? wad if somth goes wrong last min? hu is responsible? u? nah i dun tink so, u will push e blame 2 e ncos. its 2 against 1 now but im not goin 2 retreat cos of tt. i haf my reasonings n if all tt problems i mentioned r solved den i will sae fr e bottom of my heart tt yes, e ORD can b held outdoor, gd job.

now sae wad oso no use cos if mr foo dun allow us use auditorium we got no choice but use outdoor... so i betta start planning of ways 2 solve em, even though im having attachment now, unlike sum idiots hu will onli push everyth 2 e cadets.

a leader tinks, solves and dare voice out, not juz suck up 2 e higher management. get it u dumbo

well it has been a long time since i lay my hands on np stuffs liao... juz heard abt somth... 1st is the ORD location being changed... wah liew come on lor ord is big event so y muz we gif in 2 e dance?? furthermore we are the ones who booked e hall 1st rite. did lee ever tot of all e probs tt will occur if held outdoor?? no she din. n i dun seem 2 b able 2 surpress my anger anymore so i wrote an email 2 her telling her all e problems she din tink of. im more pissed when she told e ncos well tts wad ur team is goin 2 tink of n solve e prob lyk having a sheltered area in case it rains. well is rain all she tot of?? wad abt power pins? electrical stuff? projectors? all those little little but can make a big diff tings? she overlooked tt... haiz ok wad abt e ci hu is power hungry? wanting 2 dominate 1? e baton is passed 2 him n 2 tink he did not even tot of all e probs when lee told him. a leader is lidat? 2nd ting is tt i heard all ncos will join in training, including squad ics... well wad a load of shit! i dunno which great advisor suggested tt but do u tink we haf enuff manpower 2 manage all tt? i dun tink so lor. DAMN SHIT. furthermore ncos liao shd get more freedom n get 2 behave lyk 1.... i wan leaders, not dogs. i even tot of letting sum cadets join in our ci discussion so as 2 mould n teach em necessary skils needed. however i dun tink its possible... i seem powerless now. in addition 2 tt, mayb my mail has infuriated lee?? haha yeah again... offend oc haha mayb tts e reason y i was nv successful... but i dun1 juz follow everyth acordingly lor others dun dare voice out, onli grumble behind back but i dare voice out haiz mayb tis is call 'zhong yan ni er ba'

i haf many tings wantin 2 revamp... playin of games aft parade in pt attire shd b allowed, i dun c wad's wrong wif tt... ncos shd b given more freedom in doin tings, tts how a leader is produced, i tink.... debrief shd b shorten, no nid 4 so long rite? no serious mistake den chop chop end la... female ncos shd b allowed 2 stand on holy ground 2 every morning... all ncos n cadets shd oso b rewarded according 2 their contributions lyk eg campcraft team get 26th so mayb add % of extra points in their cc badge or promotion test? drill com win den promote em or add points 2 their drills badge test or rank test? haha dere r many many tings i wanted 2 change n tts e reason y im back as a ci... but i always dun get a chance 2 do so... tis is my last yr le i haf got 2 make full use of it.

haha well i got e grading for 1st mth liao lol A for conduct n B for performance. not bad le la tyco sia haha when i ask my supervisor sign den he asked 'wad grade u wan me 2 gif? im an easy going person, u tell me i gif u' waahaha of cos i sae A la den he put A for conduct n asked wad abt performance den i oso sae preferably A oso lol den tammy a female colleague dere said where got ownself grade 1 den i broke into laughter lol n said juz kidding la u gif me wad i deserved n he put a B wif a + sign haha
later dey commented on my LO n said he dun look lyk a lawyer fr e way he speaks lol zhen ren bu lou xiang ma haha ok den my supervisor said he did apply for a job in sch of design n build but not successsful hmm..... i dunno why but i feel tt he is sum1 hu is willing 2 teach lor it will b SP's loss sia, even ppl lyk channon n dora chua oso can get a job y not him?? haha anyway got used 2 e job liao n hopefully i wun b posted back 2 e retail section....

wah so relax 2day cos onli me n 1 more colleague in e room n she is so bz wif work so i oso can relax relax do work n surf net hahaha den later sum1 came in n said 'hey got an actress here, jacelyn tay' wow! another actress lol den e colleague ask me yao bu yao qu kan lol den i went out 2 e retail n sales department dere 2 c her hmm she quite chio, wore shades, tall n slim lol quite fair haha wow realli chio but 2 bad i not working in tt department liao if not surely go serve her. hmm after tt went home n on e way 2 e bus stop, cos i jay walk mah den trap in e middle of the road but oso at tis pt of time i saw e cab in front of me n in it was liu qian yi lol 2 heng 2day saw 2 artiste hmm... tot e day was so fine but den somth infuriates me when i was abt 2 alight from the bus.
the door bell was pressed n e bus stop, due 2 dere is a bs in front so e bus tt im in stopped before e bus stop, den e driver open e door. in front of me was a women n she's blocking my way so i said excused me n she moved aside but when i took a step forward, she suddenly placed her hand in front of me n obstructed my way, preventing me 2 move down den she told me 'no, let e driver move up 2 the bus stop 1st' n den she waved 2 e bus driver indicating her 2 move forward. den the driver din noe wad she meant so looked at me n i gaf e driver e face that i wanted 2 get down so e bus stop down dere 4 a moment n every1 waited. den tt stupid woman hu block me kept tellin e driver move front move front. wah lan eh wad a fuck up woman! cant she juz alight? its juz a few steps away from the bus stop onli lor kaoz lidat oso lazy 2 walk realli fuck up sia. furthermore tt bus stop no 1 is boarding so y muz make life so difficult? let every1 wait dere. finally e driver gaf in n moved in front n onli den did she alight. wah kaoz i mean juz a few steps oso dun wish 2 walk den she mite as well b a cripple since she doesnt noe wad r legs 4 damn it man! shd haf blasted at her in e bus sia den when she alight she told me smiling, as though she help me lidat, 'c, now we at e bus stop' n i gaf her e dulan face n reply sarcasticly 'yar n im goin 2 the bridge' which is nearer at e point where e bus stopped earlier. next time betta dun let me c her again if not i sure will blast at her. spoil my day sia

so long din post up any entry liao nearly 4got e password liao hmm... sad... sad... uncle in msia passed away... its lyk so sudden... nv heard tt he is suffering from any illness or wad... juz lidat... 1 call... life's so vulnerable anyth can happen... learnt 2 cherish each n every moment haiz....
i was posted back 2 e office liao n 4 1 whole wk i was doin ppt presentation for my supervisor... he is goin 2 berlin n want 2 present 2 e client abt our products... n can u imagine? 1 whole wk? 44 hours? doing e same presentation?? he is very choosy BUT creative. he is a designer so after he tell me edit tis n tt i muz realli sae tt e end product is gd much betta den all those presentations i did during sch days.... it looks professional, i meant e 1st version, and e 2nd version oso looks corporate but more qin qie haha i tink tis presentation if done during my rwps module e teacher will haf less comments liao lol so sianz now so sianz now
heard tt e co has so many politics haha but oso dun realli care juz pray hard tt e remaining attachment time pass faster... mm e office oso full of entertainment haha by hearing how dey complain n comment on tis n tt client or colleague is realli entertaining lol (hope dey din sae bad tings abt me >_<)
oh ya! working in tt place is oso v gd! cos i saw VINCENT NG!!! tt mediacorp actor lol he is not very tall but taller den me but his body is reali great man WOW! he came into e office n discussed wif my supervisor how he wanted his landscape 2 b lyk lol den later supervisor went out n onli e 2 of us were in e room! LOL i guess many gals sure v xian mu wo lol wanted 2 ask for his autograph but no nice paper n pen so sianz bo bian lor kept my head down n continue doin my work haha i tink he expected his autograph 2 b asked 4 lol after he left e auntie workin dere told me tt its nth surprising cos here sumtimes oso got actors come n stephanie sun oso got frequent b4!! hahaha den she oso said 'yi ren ye shi ren you she me da bu liao' true la cos of packaging tts y....
heard tt np got a new wci fr RV by e name of li koon or somth lidat i asked mel n she said she's ok n tt she noes me cos i took her b4 during SL course lol but sad 2 sae i got no impression at all, at least not her name mayb c her liao will rem haha