2day marks a v special occasion, a v special day, for its e day i offically ORD from npcc. felt kinda lost as if a part of my life is gone, gone forever nv able to retrieve back ever again. ya 7 years le sucha long time felt kinda bu she de...so kong xu. hmmm... for e last time im preparing for my uniform. memories juz kept flashing back times in sec1s sec2s til now, all my comrades, partners n juniors. haiyo... den everyth juz ended abruptly. guess tts how life goes ba, tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi.
was nearly late 2day lor 730 den set off n i was lyk shitty shit. took a cab down n miracally reach before time. changed n proceeded to e hall. e performance was much betta den e 1 i previewed. den its time for my speech. 1st ting was cock up. haha i said thank you n den tot, y sae thank you hmmm lol so quickly sae i mean gd morning. alamak paiseh myself -.- anyway here's e speech:
yday while i was preping e uni i was filled wif emotions, memories keep flashing back in my mind, lotsa gan xiang [den heard sum1 down dere said gan chu liang duo] ya la gan chu liang duo. 7 yrs in np, 4 yrs as cadet n 'tray' yrs, i mean THREE yrs as CI n 2day will b e day i officially step down. til now, ive dedicated abt 1/3 of my life to np n it has given me nth, nth but beautiful memories which will b kept wif me til e day ive got amnesia.
2 e cadets, trainin mayb tough n sianz, i noe cos ive been thru it before but i hope tt u all will go thru it wif a smile for when e day u stand here givin ur thanksgivin speech n ord, all these will become part of ur memory u will cherish.
current ncos, npcc is definitely not solely abt drills n campcraft but oso abt team building n learning from each other. im sure under u all npcc will scale greater heights.
sec4s, thanks for correcting my mistakes n mayb 1 day sean would lyk to recite e poem again, abt tray tree 1. when i 1st joined nhnp as a ci, u all were still sec1s all small small n now all grow so tall while im still haiz. den i rem sum1 asked y all e female ics r less than 1.6 n now i realise e ans cos shorties r zai.
now to e cis, jiaqi sansan edwin n louis, i noe u all can work v well wif each other n under ur supervision npcc will attain e gold unit award next yr. den to e more impt ppl [my eyes swept across e row n realised i miss out lijun den quickly pause n said] oh ya lijun...work hard for ur A lvls. now to e impt ppl. mel, thanks for takin charge of everyth when im not ard, which im always not ard. josephine, ya when u said while u r in sec4 n we r in sec1 tt time e memory flashed back. ya u r my nco at tt time n durin tt time i oso dun realli lyk npcc n u r 1 of my motivation for comin cos u v chio den, now oso la, den got admire u before. den yumei, i nv admire u. but i do always view u as my mentor n a great friend. u taught me lotsa stuffs. to all e cis, thanks for puttin up wif my on off attitude n erm ya hope to attain e gold award next yr. thanks
whew finally tc finish liao haha well when e others ask i kua zhang rite n i told em ya la, but actualli nv its juz how i felt n i zui ying so sae ya lor i kua zhang onli when sayin lotsa flashbacks. den had lunch n ym kept askin me take pic wif josephine. n later dey go abt tokin losing wt stuffs n i was lyk so extra, dunno how to chap in oso. hmmm... ya lor everyth ended wif a passin of parade. ya la somth to mention is tt e BUC award was not prep lor -.- den used lijun n my plaque as a substitution haha so funny. oh ya i finally got my CI cert liao yes n mel was lyk so frustrated cos she dun haf lol. den aft everyth ym n e present CIs were discussing somth. haiz. ya again, reminded me of e times when im still a CI. now no longer involved. kinda sad. no more ba gua to tok abt.
still refused to change my uni cos i wanna take pic wif ben dan >_< haha of all my yrs as CI tis is e longest time aft parade i still refused to get changed lol i tink i saw junling callin me out n jo beside but e eye contact was lyk 1sec onli den i scared later i mistaken den vvvvv paiseh liao haha den aft awhile i walk out no1 is dere den back into e rm hear some ba gua den go out again n saw her haha den asked let's take pic n she ok haha taken outside e toilet -.- nvm la got take jiu hao. den c e hp realised she got ask me wan take anot haha hmmm den everyth finally ended n got changed den go hm. on e way asked litiing how long did she forget np n e reply was mths later e feelin will fade but till now still got bit feelin. haiz. den i sure die. im those hu not easily attach but once attached hard to let go. 1 eg is my attachment. now goin by e same route i will still b reminded of e times i spent in my company. haha soooooo sianzzzzz.
life goes on n its time to go on to a new stage. jia you every1
wow long long time since i blogged. was so bo liao juz now tt played gta: san andreas once more -_-" haha den went thru our blog n realised not upadated neither lol clicked on all links den most lyk writin compos den c mine lyk wow? mite as well dun haf a blog write so little tings. haha
ok start e project superstar. fren got lobang so workin dere now. i tink e fans were crazy. as if nv c shuai ge before lor, c derrick all rush to him, queue oso nv q liao den abt time to go in ask em line up go in all bo chap. ccb. waited for abt ten min dey still takin pic n askin for signature. wan take how many pics lor all wan 1 on 1 den ask him sign lyk sign every single page of e bk. kaoz. fa hua chi sia. anyway felt so fed up tt i took e lift down on my own totally heck care em. my partner ask y dun get em n my ans was totally bo chap kind haha in e end i tink e fans made their way down to the theatre emselves. mmm aft usherin em in liao we go hm n on e way saw a producer i tink, scoldin those male contestants for signing n takin pics instead of being downstairs standby wahahahahha HUO GAI sia orbi gd kanna scolded.
den got once e i/c shouted y dun let e audience come in. duhz we not enuff ppl of cos is let more ppl come in n gather 1st den bring down 1 shot mah. n e aud were all standin in e reception dun1 come in lor. obviously not our fault rite. kaoz. simply hate e feelin of being blame for somth tt is out of my control. she brought those few down 1st. was so tulan wif her tt when got audience come in i juz told em go down on their own not escorting em. she wan fast, tis is fast.
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haiyo keyboard spoil liao cant press 1234567890 above the alphabets.. let alone those special char. so damn siannzzz....
hohoho changed hp for a day n e feelin is simply great~ no frustrations in typing smses wahahaha
felt quite frustrated nowadays. been tinkin so much. well he did warn me before n hints were dropped all along juz tt i din realli wanna bother it. but now its comin to bother me. ya i shdnt b tinkin so much, white hair all comin out. always lookin so gloomy esp alone. of cos i noe e part of e purpose n reason, not a fool but juz chose to close one eye hoping that tings will not turn out as i tot but anyway it did la. mayb its not as bad, or it may seem so n i hope so.
havin frequent headaches n shoulder keeps hurtin. stress, worries, troubles. hmm shd go for a massage but dunno where to get one. frenz recommend ones r all sleezy type but wad i wan is real one lyk plaza sg tt shop.
dunno can hold on how much longer mite blow up any min.
ye xu wo mei na dao man fen, ai bu suan wan mei de ren, ke shi wo bi shui du ren zhen, nu li gan shang ni de biao zhun
zen micro, "6GB holds 3000 songs at 64kbps WMA or 1500 songs at 128kbps MP3", "5GB holds 2500 songs at 64kbps WMA or 1250 songs at 128kbps MP3", "4GB holds 2000 songs at 64kbps WMA or 1000 songs at 128kbps MP3"
worth: 299 - 429
tasmania, char from looney toon. eh... to hug for all occasions?
worth: worthless
yea... anyone can tell zen micro is definitely a betta choice. tasmania is lyk... shit? haiz. how to compare? furthermore a soft toy is lyk so lack of novelty but apart from tt cant tink of anyth else... tot of swatch watch but i dun realli wear a watch so being solo i tink is not a wise choice [lesson learnt from the ring incident]. oh got rocher in flower form cos rem flowers will b thrown into the bin if im not wrong.
oh well suan liao ba. tas can nv b compared wif zen. tt i noe v well. dunno wad to sae. hmmm... disheartened? not realli, discouraged? eh... cant sae so, ya felt so lowly.
everyth was ruined from the moment sparklers were not found anywhere [exclaimation mark]
